Anyway, Sunday morning at the retreat, He gave me a review of that healing and a revelation of how far it reached.  I thought I should share this in my e-votional today because it is so powerful and I believe will encourage someone. 

First, let me give you a little background.  My mom shared with me once (very gently, lovingly and with purpose) that she and my dad considered abortion when they found out I was on the way.  I was the last of 5 children and my older sister was already 5 years old.  My parents were 36 and 38 and my mom had very little support from anyone.   Thankfully, my mom couldn't go through with it and cancelled the appointment.  (The Lord showed me that He sent angels to minister to her during that time.  I know He was dealing with her and speaking to her.)

Some time after I learned this, the Lord gave me a revelation of how the enemy used that against me and began speaking lies of rejection into my life even before I was born.  Seeds of death sown into a new life.  "You're unwanted.  You're unloved.  You're in the way.  You're a burden.  You're no good."     These are lies I believed about myself throughout my life and they seemed to be reinforced by others. 

Sunday morning at the retreat, I sat at the Lord's feet - I could almost see Jesus sitting before me as He poured into me revelation after revelation about who I am to Him.  One thing He showed me that has broken some serious chains is that He is my Ultimate Redeemer.  He showed me how even before I was being "knit together in my mother's womb"  I belonged to Him.  My Daddy God had a plan and a purpose for me.  He knew the response my parents would have.  And He knew the enemy would take advantage of that and use it against me for awhile.  

But one day, He would heal me and ALL would be redeemed.   

Those lies spoken into my life have NO POWER over me anymore!  Daddy God showed me that I am so redeemed that when the enemy goes into my past to find something to hold against me or bring me down - he's not going to find anything - he's just going to keep running into Jesus!!!  Pretty soon, he's gonna leave my past alone, cause it will cost him too much to keep going back there and getting a whoopin'!!!

I have a more clear understanding of who I am in Christ.   I won't lie and tell you I haven't been challenged this past week and nearly forgot what He showed me.  But I still have the victory.  I am different than I was before.  Even my daughter, Abby, mentioned that I seem even closer to Jesus than before I went to the retreat.  

There are more areas of my life that need dealing with but I am not afraid.  I am delighted to give Christ every area so He can transform me more and more into His likeness. 

Do you have struggles in your life that you just can't seem to break free from?  Thoughts of shame or condemnation or doubt about who you are in Christ?   Seek God for healing.  Ask Him to show you if there are areas in your life that need to be healed.    Keep your heart open to God and whatever He wants to do in you.  Invite Him to deal with those difficult areas.  Trust Him.  He is so gentle and good. 

There may be areas of unforgiveness lying deep within.  God will show you.  And He will help you.  Jesus is our Ultimate Redeemer and wants to redeem every area of our lives.  Invite Him to come in and reach into the depths of your heart where secrets are hidden.  Secrets, that when revealed and touched by the Holy Spirit, are transformed into treasures that will shine for God's glory.   

You are beautiful.  And you are His Bride.  You are more precious to Him than you can even comprehend.  He will cause you to shine and glow like a bride on her wedding day.  Indeed, He is preparing you for that day.  Don't hold back - let Him in. 

Here's is something you can try.  (I learned this from Graham Cooke.) 

Read the following Psalm.  Then sit quietly before the Lord.  Quiet your thoughts and focus on Him.  Know that He is there with you.  If your mind wanders, bring your thoughts back onto Him and quietly worship.  Listen for Him.  Enjoy His presence.  This is the place where my healing and revelation began and continues.  At His feet.  In His arms.  In His presence.

Psalm 139

O Lord, you have searched me and you know me.

You know when I seit and when I rise;

You perceive my thoughts from afar.

You discern my going out and my lying down;

Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.

You hem me in – behind and before;

You have laid your hand upon me.

Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too lofty for me to attain.

Where can I go from your Spirit?

Where can I flee from your presence?

If I go up to the heavens, you are there;

If I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

If I settle on the far side of the sea,

Even there your hand will guide me,

Your right hand will hold me fast.

If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me

And the light become night around me,”

Even the darkness will not be dark to you;

The night will shine like the day,

For darkness is as light to you.

For you created my inmost being;

You knit me together in my mother’s womb.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

Your works are wonderful,

I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you

When I was made in the secret place.

When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

Your eyes saw my unformed body.

All the days ordained for me

were written in your book before one of them came to be.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!

How vast is the sum of them!

Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. 

When I awake, I am still with you.

(vs. 23,24)

Search me, O God, and know my heart;

Test me and know my anxious thoughts.

See if there is any offensive way in me,

And lead me in the way everlasting.

Her smile’s been pulled crooked
over hungry bones too dry to bend,
and from those pointy blades, breaking
like wings from her back,
I can see she needs an angel.
Someone to teach her about flying
(and other graceful exits.)

Her eyes are empty spoons, laid clean
on a smooth white table.
She says, I can hear God
when I don’t eat, and laughs a bite
into her apple.
But I love bread – Jesus
I miss breaking bread.
I could put away a loaf in each leg
right here at the table.
She looks past me, out the window.
Afterwards,
I could always run…

I’ve seen her get caught in the dangle,
and I wonder, what words
would keep her from leaving?
What moon-smooth voice could sing her
into a quieter night?
I’ve watched her through the fall,
as the trees complete their shedding,
reach again and again for the bread
(that troubled communion, so sweet
on the tongue.)

I look on, from across the table
and say nothing,
as she, like a thief, steals more
and more body to wrap
around her bones,
Where are my bony wings? she cries, stealing.
Where are the branches that were my arms?

I want to tell her,
There are many ways of preparing…
But she is gone, running
down the hill towards some open gate.

I’ve seen you with her, dancing
in the red and orange leaves,
that are beautiful now,
only because they are dying.
Your lovely bones, in unison
with all things flying and falling
in the bright and simple day.
Can she hear you singing
as she drops the dry leaves at her feet?
(like a tarot spreading on the grass:
veins up for yes, veins down for no)

May she believe that when she buries
the bread around the tree,
that the circle of prayer
will not be wasted?

Or is there even room
in your angelic arms, those mighty wings,
for the round body
of a girl, breaking….

• Angela Petrelli handling Peter, Nathan and Tracy and facing the sins of the past.
• Claire, HRG, and Sylar heroes to villains storyline.
• Hiro, Ando, Daphne, Knox and Adam, and the mistery of Linderman and Arthur Petrelli
• Mohinder becoming a horrible monster, even killing people to get his goals.

Well, it's a success to set several characters together within the same storyline and WE DO WANT TO WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE, we can't miss what's gonna happen with Peter, Claire and the return of Elle, what I'm not so excited about is our beloved friend Parkman...he seems to be out of place, his only connection to the central storyline is his "future" relationship with Daphne, I love Daphne, but not to be with Parkman, that was what I really didn't like of I AM BECOME DEATH...well let's hope that the fat cop don't screw up the whole season (again).

It looks like I'm selling my car at the end of the month. And I'm buying a new(ish - well, its new for me) one. Now the car that I've got currently I have had for 9 1/2 years. That's almost as old as my oldest friends son. How crazy is that? The only thing in my life that I still have and see and touch regularly that is as old as that is my kitty (you know, I have new furniture, new clothes, new friends etc).

I worry about my little car. Will the next person treat her as well as I do. Will they treat her better or worse? She has looked after me and kept me safe for all these years. Driving me from place to place. From the first time she stopped when I put my foot on the brake all the way to today. We have a bond. A relationship. No, she wasn't my first car - but she has a presence.

Almost as though my Angels infused themselves in her and became a part of her - to protect me against myself and the other drivers around me. She is beautiful. And she has looked after me so well.

I sometimes think I don't know if I really can part with her - its as though she will look at me and say "You gave up on me"... all because I'm "upgrading". Am I that shallow? I would keep her if I could afford both cars - but selling her is the only way I can get enough money to buy the new(er) car.

Please tell me I'm not the only one that feels bad and guilty and as though I'm trading in an old friend... perhaps I should get the two cars to meet? And allow the personality of my car to overwhelm the new car... so that it feels like an old friend when I start to drive it...

But seriously? Who attributes actual personality traits to their cars? My car really is a girl. My baby. My protector. My driver. My safe passage. She has only ever given me her best and here I am wanted to sell her. Wanting to palm her off like a broken pair of shoes.

I am sad. As that part of my life drives away I know that I will feel the loss. As though someone real to me was walking away. And at the back of my mind I can hear a voice talking to me... Telling me:

"For goodness sakes Jinxie. Pull yourself together... its just a damn car."

*sigh*

I will miss my baby. And even though parting is such sweet sorrow... sometimes it is something that must be done. Change is good. Pushing oneself out of our comfort zone I am. Literally. No more singing along to my cd player. Instead I'll hook up my Ipod with my Itrip and tune it into the radio (I think that's how it works :S ) and sing along to my ipod songs...

And I will sing a song by James Blunt... Goodbye my lover... Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me...

Behold I Show You A Mystery

What will we look like when we go to heaven? What kind of bodies will we have? These are the questions that Christians are asking in these last days. Once during a time of severe illness, God gave me a very special dream vision of my glorified body.

 I was taken to a garden in heaven, where the Lord showed me my glorified body; I was about twenty two years of age, very radiant in appearance, like an angel of God. I did not look like myself, but I knew that it was me.

I had a crown of reeds upon my head and I was sleeping in perfect peace, I noticed that the crown of reeds seemed to be too big for my head, for it slipped down past my forehead, and was just touching the top of my eyes.

   I wondered what this dream vision meant, for at the time I was very sick and I thought that I was going to die, but the Lord’s gracious hand was upon me. He revealed to me the interpretation of this dream.

The reed which was falling down past my forehead represented eternity, and my body was not yet big enough or completely ready for me, for it still needed more time to grow and become perfected.

 And so when the time comes, and the crown of reeds will fit perfectly, then and only then will I leave this old earth for God’s glorious heaven. Soon after this my health began to improve. This blessing from the Lord was one of many blessings which I received from His throne room.

  When I close my eyes in this life, I shall awake in this body, for it is written in 1Corinthians chapter 15 v 44, 49, 51 & 52.

“There is a natural body and there is a spiritual body. ---And as we have borne the image of the earthly, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly--- Behold I show you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed in a moment in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: For the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible and we shall be changed.”

 So dear Christian isn’t it wonderful to know that you and I have been promised by the Lord Jesus, a strong and perfect body.

Changed in the twinkling of an eye, The trumpet shall sound and the dead shall be raised, Changed in the twinkling of an eye. Oh, the seed that was sown in weakness,

Shall then be raised in power,

And the songs of the Blood bought millions, Shall hail that blissful hour;

When we gather safely home in the morning, And nights dark shadows fly,

What a shouting on the shore. When we meet to part no more,

Changed in the twinkling of an eye

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Some people call it crazy, and some people call it "INSPIRATION".  I am an "inspiration" kind of gal.  Which kind are you?  There is no right or wrong answer, it just leads you inward where you need to go in order to fully understand yourself.  And, I believe that understanding yourself is one of the truest ways to realign your "blueprint" and discover what you are doing here.  What your soul's greatest intentions are!

Those little voices inside you head, the ones that speak to you about what you like or dislike, about what you want to do or don't want to do, whether to turn left or right at the next intersection... they all are parts of you.  Some may call them guides.  Some may call them angels or devils (hence the famous depiction of the angel on one shoulder, the devil on the other...).  Your Higher Self, God, Collective Unconscious... whatever you choose to use as a label is fine, just please entertain the idea that they are generally helpful little voices!  Now, some of you may need some intervention as you begin your process of listening.  Sometimes it can be very confusing to decipher what is helpful and what is hurtful if you have some underlying issues that haven't been resolved.  Our subconscious' have a way of "protecting" us based on past events that may not be relevant to our current situations.  So, it is applicable and logical to use some rational thought and reasoning while you filter those little voices!

In addition to those little voices, or for some of you, no little voices at all, but you may notice some body reactions to concepts that come to you.  Pay attention!  Your body will talk to you in a similar fashion to the "voices".  If something isn't for your greatest good, you may feel your stomach turn... or a headache come on... or a nagging sensation deep within.  Pay attention to the little details your body offers.  They are there as a blessing to you.  A road map of sorts to help you decipher how best to thrive as a human!

You may even choose to pay attention to your dreams.  Many people out there don't remember their dreams, but bear with me, the more you consciously choose to remember, the more you sub-consciously will remember.  When your body rests, the soul is active and generating new ideas and patterns that are organically helpful to you in both body and soul.  It is my belief that it is insightful beyond belief to pay attention!   I think that within the next few days I will share with you some tips on remembering your dreams and gaining insights into what they mean to you.  Until then, remind yourself before you go to sleep that it is your intention and desire to remember the dreams that have important messages for you.

Now, that being said, I would like to add the disclaimer that there are times when your brain will act as a grand movie theatre for you during your sleep, it will replay all of the images in random order that engaged and excited you throughout the days.  In addition to that, your imagination, hopes and fears may all play a role!  Your dreams work predominantly using symbology.  So, just because you dream it, does not necessarily mean that your spouse is having an affair, or your dog is going to be run over, or that you are going to be pregnant at 54 years old!  Definitely more on dreams to come!  Until then, keep a pen and paper by your bed, scratch some notes and pay attention!

Spirit, inspiration, God all come to you in your own unique delivery package.  Listen to what is around you and discover where your most suited antenna lies.  This is the first and most critical step in finding and accessing you purpose.

Blessings....

See you tonight at 7PM!  

As the global monetary B.S. (Belief System) is crumbling, I realize there is a current F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) in spending. I do not want cost to prevent access to these activations and support. In light of this, I have decided that all classes are now by donation, children always free. 

                 Commit to your Ascension 

Learn the tools of Self Mastery to rise above and witness the

 immense release occurring both personally and globally

Re-activate “junk” DNA

Be supported in the process

Not burned by fire,

 not wetted by water,

birthless, deathless am I.

~ Krishna

Ongoing, biweekly classes on the New & Full Moons

 7pm,  donation 

at Dark Star Philosophia

14A Old Harbor Road (to the left), Rockport

http://darkstaronline.com/ 978 546 3976

For details call Susan Sloane 978 413 4308

http://susansloane.wordpress.com/

See you tonight at 7PM!  

As the global monetary B.S. (Belief System) is crumbling, I realize there is a current F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) in spending. I do not want cost to prevent access to these activations and support. In light of this, I have decided that all classes are now by donation, children always free. 

                 Commit to your Ascension 

Learn the tools of Self Mastery to rise above and witness the

 immense release occurring both personally and globally

Re-activate “junk” DNA

Be supported in the process

Not burned by fire,

 not wetted by water,

birthless, deathless am I.

~ Krishna

Ongoing, biweekly classes on the New & Full Moons

 7pm,  donation 

at Dark Star Philosophia

14A Old Harbor Road (to the left), Rockport

http://darkstaronline.com/ 978 546 3976

For details call Susan Sloane 978 413 4308

http://susansloane.wordpress.com/

Barbara

She collected miniature devils and took them to the taxidermist, bringing home little red figures preserved in a variety of verbs. She sang to them in the twilight and dreamed of Sheol's warm red fires. They cluttered her bedroom, overflowing into the rest of her living space.

One day they met on the street under a sky the color of scorched metal. Squinting, he carried his jar like a lantern and it lit his way between the guttering gas lamps. She walked like a drunk, absorbed in a dialogue with the little red devils that filled her many pockets. They collided and made great rocking shadows. He bent to pick a figurine, and she bent to pick his glasses. Their heads knocked together and they saw stars that quickly turned into orbiting hearts.

Together they made good company, provided one left the other to their idiosyncrasies, and moved in together. After a year passed, they were murdered in the only recorded cooperation between the devils and fairies, leaving the authorities scratching their scalps in confusion.

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triển lãm ô tô :-"

♥My family is growing and I am so thankful for the blessings from everyone. This sweet little ones parents are going to be the best parents ever. Her daddy studies the migration of birds,photography, and so forth. Mom is the agriculture lady for the same college. The state provides the land and house they live in. They do pay a small amount for rent. All their studies continue and they keep up the land. Definitely one cool way to use college effectively. ♥ Little One: May your world be filled with laughter and your heart filled with LOVE. May your life be rich in blessings that come from God above.

As my sister is going back home to USA, I thought of a saint here in our country.  We have patron of travelers.  And that's what I want to tell you now.

St. Raphael is one of seven Archangels who stand before the throne of the Lord. He was sent by God to help Tobit, Tobiah and Sarah. At the time, Tobit was blind and Tobiah's betrothed, Sarah, had had seven bridegrooms perish on the night of their weddings. Raphael accompanied Tobiah into Media disguised as a man named Azariah. Raphael helped him through his difficulties and taught him how to safely enter marriage with Sarah. Tobiah said that Raphael caused him to have his wife and that he gave joy to Sarah's parents for driving out the evil spirit in her. He also gave Raphael credit for his father's seeing the light of heaven and for receiving all good things through his intercession. Besides Raphael, Michael and Gabriel are the only Archangels mentioned by name in the bible. Raphael's name means "God heals." This identity came about because of the biblical story which claims that he "healed" the earth when it was defiled by the sins of the fallen angels in the apocryphal book of Enoch. Raphael is also identified as the angel who moved the waters of the healing sheep pool. He is also the patron of the blind, of happy meetings, of nurses, of physicians and of travelers. His feast day is celebrated on September 29th.

The wall painting which is visible above the level of the Church roof timbers depicts a circular painting known locally as the Crusaders shield.

It shows a pyramid surrounded by sun burst of rays, and within is written in Hebrew, the name translate as YHWH, and translated into English as "Jehovah.

It is believed to have been painted by the Knights of Saint John, who worshipped at this church at the time of the Crusades.

The Knights  of  Saint John church can be found in the county of Dorset England.

This circular painting of a Crusaders shield was discovered in the 19^th century by

candlelight, by a man when he crawled into the roof to examine roof timbers. It became completely revealed when the ceiling was removed in 1927 during a complete renovation. If it wasn’t concealed in those early days it would have surely been destroyed by the Puritans.

ngoan chưa

em hoa hậu này vẫn ngon ...éo chịu được, có điều cao quá :((

cảm nghĩ của người xem không biết thế nào nhỉ?

tiếp theo là:

(tìm thế nào đc em này trong đám cơ chứ :-"

"Với công việc làm thêm này, thỉnh thoảng phải 5 giờ sáng tôi mới về tới nhà, 10 giờ sáng đã phải ra sân tập luyện. Thực sự là căng thẳng". Vậy là Eva Roob quyết định chuyển "nghề phụ" thành nghề chính của mình. Eva nói: „Bóng đá đã mang lại nhiều niềm vui cho tôi. Nhưng nghề mới của tôi còn hấp dẫn hơn".

ẹc ẹc ..........