Lord Comfort my spirit
Te thing that I Long in secret
Break this pain to pieces
To free from this bruises

Lord touch my spirit
To wake up in any threat
Be ready in battle
and still be subtle

Lord, free my spirit
With loving words of yours
Songs that comfort my souls
For you're the one I'm longing for

01/24/05

A hole inside of me
Wanting it to be filled just with anything
Still there is something missing
An emptiness of never ending

Only you can fill it
I know deep inside of me
Apart of me is waiting to be free
So I surrender myself all to you

Life has no meaning,
Without you my Lord
The idea of blissful moment
Is to be close in your arms

I don't want my life to pass by
Not knowing what heavens like
Only you made my life complete
The emptiness that you can fit

Let me run after you
Not thinking what others my say
Just wanted to Lost myself
In your presence, Oh Lord

I wanna run, run after you
Leaving all my past behind
For I just want to run
Run, Run after you

My heart was beating for a cause,
Not to feel hurt and betrayed.
Filling it with sweet longing for you,
And you opened my eyes for me to see

Oh your loving face
Feel the warmth of your embrace.
Just don't want to let you go,
Helding you so close to me.

Oh this is my destiny,
To live life in victory.
No one can take you away from me,
For with you I am so free.

is sent with me

by the celestial Guardian

to help me through

this odyssey of horror and charm.

The two of us are embodied

in a lonesome me.

Treading a magnetic field

my outer shell inclines

to a logical direction

but I am pulled sturdily in.

I'm destined to be lone,

and the reason is 'me'.

]]> http://visheshunni.wordpress.com/?p=795 Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:56:49 +0000 vishesh http://visheshunni.wordpress.com/?p=795 The power fluttered,
and movements rendered.
Myriad hours flowed by,
and the time stuck,just.
With nothing to feel,
but red rage,nothing to
give,to give, except
painful blood,it was the
last stand,the hour
when it would end,
just like that,
just like when it began.
The caprice was done,
the phantasmagoria of
the emotions began.
With nothing to win or lose,
he broke down and told the truth.
"It was not long ago,
when something arose,
a arrow without a bow.
With much force behind,
it seemed immaculate and divine.
Yet it was too mystic,
it was too futuristic,
to even predict,
where it would lead.
It was too pragmatic,
to be read,
it was too intimate,
to be felt.
And so,it grew,
and life it threw,
everywhere.
Yet there was no one,
except us,who knew,
where it began,
and that we guarded,
and we never departed
from its hateful chatter,
lest it should shatter,
that which arose,
from it.We chose,
to honor our honor,
by fortifying it,though
it ate all out valor.
Our strength we gave,
just for the sake,
for life to be safe.
We held our heroes
close to its toes,
and to them it breathed,
flattering voes,
yet they never gave a ear,
for to them earth was dear.
Until one day,it chose fear.
And from it rose the demons,
which started to create menace.
Caught in the center,
we didn't know which was better,
the disgusting creator,
or its obedient messenger.
To it we called ourselves angels,
and then surrendered,
and it gave language to us.
From the heights of a lean tower,
it dropped us,to life,
and there we slowly began to die.
We knew the ancient decree,
we knew that now we had been set free,
but at the cost of life's roots,
at the cost of inertial moods.
On earth we extended our stand,
and on earth our race ran.
Then we cut our moral ,
and killed that we guarded.
And from its yolk rose another,
the one which became the avenger.
Understanding the sin,
we threw ourselves to its mercy,
and it laughed and kicked our legacy.
It vowed to get the better of us,
and all those of intellectuals,
the eternal glittering jewels,
of our kind,were sacrificed;
Yet they never failed to arise
as if they understood the undefined.
In pain,without anything to gain,
we left nothing of them to remain.
Then one day,one of them rose
and at that moment,we chose,
to relight our fires.
And that the devil,heard,
and at that it unleashed,
and at that it unsealed,
the last weapon of pain,
that which set the reign,
of the unnamed.
With purposeless darkness,
into the flightless Grey,
slowly we went down the drain,
all our efforts in vain."
Then before he could finish,
a cry was heard,
and it was another birth.
There was a new life,
and with its knife,
it cut the last man,
and thus ended this stand.
And a ship was set sail,
in the red water,
and as it touched shore,
from its door,
flew a bird,
the new progeny of earth.

Tetes-tetes bumi menyejukkan pagi

Matahari mengintip dari ufuk timur

Memberikan kehangatan dan terang

Sayang, aku tak lagi memilikinya

Andai bisa merasakan bersama

Hemm,, Fatamorgana yang nyata

Teriris hati yang bermimpi

Kemana senyumnya yang dulu

T’lah lama ku cari

Namun tak juga ku temui

Akankah aku tetap bermimpi

Hilang senyum pagi ini

Tergantikan oleh ribuan luka

Yang selama ini tak juga terobati

Inikah hidup yang kucari?

Seiring semburat langit jingga

Awan putih berubah kelabu

Matahari tenggelam di ufuk barat

Membiarkanku kembali bermimpi!!

1. Distanc (By Ishaq Samejo in Sindhi)

Everything is bound to end

Except for the distance

Between you and me.

2. The Color Pink (By Asif Dharejo in Sindhi)

I wish I turn into

The color pink and

Reach to the artist's

Brush, right where he

Would paint your lips.

3. Daughter Of The Sun (Raz. M. Raz in Pushto)

On her way back,

The dust rising of her feet

Is falling like a night

Over the horizon of my life.

I know not, whether its

The departure of my love,

Or the Sun extinguished,

Over the horizon of life.

up is the way out.
don't forget who walks before you.
He climbs, ensuring each step to be safe.
there's comfort.  in the middle of struggles.
its the way out.  and you're not alone.

out is the way up.
you climb blindly.  it is hard. 
but the Alpha and Omega goes behind and before.
always there.  Your protection is a guarantee.
He IS the way out of your circumstances.  He is good.

the way is out and up.
look around.  each step was planned for you.
He faithfully leads you.  Look to Him in faith.
though you only see fog, He is that cloud that hides the next step.
but trust Him.  He is leading you out of yourself. 

and though hard, that's a beautiful place to be.

Just sharing my thoughts that lingered while driving this morning. I put my phone on record, and this is what came out...

The last rays of the day,
light up the darkness
on the east.The moon,
shines like a badge,
on the single star sky.
lost,in the breath of beauty,
you define nothing,but yourself.
The sky is the sea,
the ground the shore,
you let the light touch you,
and relive the wave sensation.
Then as night creeps in,
you go realize where you had been
and you walk away filled,
with the lustrous evening.
On the morrow's morn,
a whole wide world,
shall come again,
but you know what it became.
Satisfied,you know you will,
you will live your life.
The dark east,shall be filled with light,
the bright west,shall be set aside,
at least for a while.

According to the news, 5 women were burried alive in a villiage at Baluchistan.

A million layers of civilzation

placed over the dermis of humanity

by time well beyond the measuring counts

are torn from within, whenever a beast

slashes out of a human form to

repeat his primitive feat

of digging out holes

for daughters of the Eve.

History like a beast keeps tearing

us, while time; the healer

is weary, hence it ceased to soothe

and is even more elusive.

by: Mrs. Marvic S. Martirez

Listen as we open the life of Filamer Christian College.

Journey with us, as we walk into the lives of the founders and be inspired by the legacy they left in us…..

 1904. Three little children. Looking at the neglected homeless children.

            Filipino children! They’re hearts  were moved.

            They were Americans but they’re spirits showed brotherhood.

            Beyond the color of skin.

            The procedures of faith and the complexity of culture.

            They embraced the children.

            A reflection of Jesus Christ’s love.                    

                        They were Rev. and Mrs. Joseph Robins

                        CAPIZ HOME SCHOOL was given light.

                        And had spread to the vastness of Capiz.

                        Who would not love?

                        Who would not give?

                        Who not share?

                        If it was for the children who are closes to God’s heart.

 And so in 1905, Miss Margarett Suman blended in.

            23 little girls were added. indeed…

            They were too many children who needed a family.

            They were too children lost bust found.

            Miss Frieda Appel followed in 1906.

            The struggle continues but she never gave up!

            With only one building the children had increase in number.

            Yes, and in 1908 it admitted boys!

            But there was war! War! War!

                        Mabuhay! mabuhay ang pilipinas!

                        Freedom! Freedom! Freedom!

            The school reopened and shattered pieces into strength.

                        Rise! Rise! Rise!

1920, 80 children were given the best education.

            The highest enrollment recorded in Capiz that time.

1949, to the high school standard.

1952, it became Filamer Christian Institute

            A joint venture of Filipino and American./

            Brothers they are!It then became FILAMER CHRISTIAN COLLEGE.

The seed that the founders planted in Capiz,  104 year ago had grown.

Fine! Good! Great!

The little home school became the gigantic College.

In academic excellence.

Because, this is Filamer’s vision …

       A dynamic Christian institution, committed to quality and excellent education.

This is Filamer’s mission ….

       Relevant, quality and holistic education.

       For the pursuit of academic excellence and the development of the total well-being.

This too, were the founders dream.

Their strength, perseverance, knowledge and love.

Were the many manifestations of god.

This inspire the people Filamer.

To work for excellence.

To work for the least of God’s brethren.

To continue what the founders had stared and never failed them. Never! Never! Never!

After 104 years, here is Filamer!

With its physical expansion, with Dr. Expedito A. Señeres as its president.

And the rest of the quality doctors and masters, personnel and students who hold hands toward excellence.

            Sprouted from its humble beginning.

            From the three homeless children, cradled by the Robins in their Heart with their  sweet lullaby,     lullaby, lullaby…shhhhhh…..

            The orphan children were blessed to find a family in them.

            And to be the beneficiary of Christ’s missionary work.

            With this… Fly high, FILAMER!

            Oh let this story be heard!

            Yes, let this story be heard!

             Let it live and inspire

 FCC Soars! Soar higghhhhhh….. Higher and higher. Higher and higher.             Higher and higher.

 The legacy lives! And it will live FOREVER.

God bless Filamer Christian College in Jesus name... Amen

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Seeking escape,
an internal voyage,
in the dark space,
of a darker soul.

Sailing alone,
under a black sky,
on a placid river red,
relishing loud silence.

Revelling in peace,
the ecstacy of solitude,
far from pain,
far from self.

the light shines the brightest

Some were happy and some were kind

Some had joyful moments of life

Some told stories of worries and strife

Many scores of memories in my heart

I’m sitting right here, seeing them apart

Bringing a smile on my face or twinkle in eye

Or a tear two or even a cry

A bundle of memories kept safe in me

Few were caged up, some were free

Even though some had sadness and strife

They are priceless memories of my life!

Listening to my heartbeats so slow

What do the say, what will they tell?

I so dearly wanted to know!

What secrets will they unveil to me?

Will they pour like rain?

Will they tell tales of fun and joy,

Or will they tell of pain?

I opened each door of my heart

Silently, one by one

Knowing the deepest secrets of life

Oh, it was so much fun

Some years have past, some years have gone

That day was just a start

‘Coz I’m still here, looking deep inside me

Knowing secrets of my heart

 I am a mystery in the wilderness

Without an identity or name,

But with a true life, spirit and soul

And love in heart aflame.

You may think I am a complete loner,

But you are so, so wrong!

My friends are in the wild itself,

And the river that goes so long.

The song of the bird instills in me spirit,

Spirit to keep going on……

The whistling of winds gives me the tune,

The tune that’s still not gone.

The tapping of animals gives me the rhythm,

Rhythm with so much joy;

The shy little kitten of the wild cat purrs,

With oh, so much coy!

I am the mystery in the wilderness

Without an identity or name,

But with true life, spirit and soul still there

And love in heart aflame.

The beginning of everything, the world and heaven,

God made Angels, the strongest being Satan

“I give you power, the strongest of all,” God had said.

And thus made Satan, from the fire so red.

Then God made the most beautiful creation of all

Adam and Eve, the mortals amongst all

God ordered the Angels, “Bow before them!”

And so did all but Satan, no, he was not the same!

“They are mortals made from sand and clay

And I am Satan, the most powerful in every way.

Fire bow before Clay, never can this happen!”

Saying so Satan looked towards God, not aware of what he had done

“You wretched devil,” said God in a terrible sight,

“How dare you disrespect the power of light?

I banish you from heaven this very moment

May you never come back until you repent.”

Said Satan, furious in anger,

“So be it, but do remember

From this day I will spread darkness

Banishing from all’s mind the light of happiness.”

Said God slowly, now smiling

“Go, do your work, do as you’re telling.

But every time, upon the people, you cast darkness

I will send a bright light of hope and happiness.”

freedom.

belonging.

clouds.

beyond.

Stars.

fly.

see.

feel.

touch.

burst.

mesmerizing.

happiness.

joy.

timeless.

beauty.

satisfaction.

contentment.

dream.

reality.

thinking.

pondering.

endeavor.

bigger.

better.

towards.

light.

sparks.

memory.

night.

reminder.

reach.

wish...